It's my last year of high school. Things going through my mind? Where do I even begin? My mind is a mess of different emotions and thoughts scrambling to get to the front of my mind rather than being neglected at the back.
My Last Year.
I'm not used to saying it.
I'm also not used to the thought of leaving at the end of the year and venturing out into what they call, 'The Real World'. For me, this is the real world. My last year of high school is the real world and the decisions I need to make are real and my emotions and confusion yet excitement towards this last year, they're real. It's all real. And it's happening.
It is currently 1:06am as I write this sentence. Which means there are now only three days left until my last high school year officially begins. Which also means that there is only 1 more athletics day, 1 more swimming day, 1 more school ball, 1 more senior prize giving and only 1 more year of creating high school memories.
That last thought absolutely blows my mind and makes me wonder how I'm going to make this year last and fill it will the most glorious memories a teenager can have.
Time's not slowing down and it's time for me to stop asking it to.
Tea x
